This past year has been one of many changes.
From people to school and back again. I learnt the true colours of certain people that I cared about. Others that I love took massive steps towards their goals (which lead them geographically away from me). On top of that learning to navigate the transition from student to graduate (and unemployed at that) was really difficult. I set out to find myself a career in my field and much to my dismay, I couldn't. I networked, applied to every opening, put myself out there in every professional manner I came across but nothing was working. I made the decision to head back into what I done to support myself throughout school, serve.
I had promised myself that I wasn't going to go back into the restaurant/golf course industry because it was just too hard on my body and I was ended up back tracking into some not so great habits. Soon I found my self right back in that place I was at 19 - stressed and feeling stuck.
Over the last month, I made it my mission to get 'unstuck'. My job had begun to take up so much of my time that I didn't have a spare moment to do anything for me. I stopped networking, stopped looking for volunteer opportunities, stopping blogging, basically stopped everything. I took a step back and said to myself, I can't keep doing this, I am not happy.
So here is what I did:
- signed up for a french course
- went on a little trip to beautiful British Columbia
- started looking at different opportunities within my desired field
- bought some new books (and colouring books)
I really needed to find a way to keep moving forward while still succeeding in a job that allowed me to get by financially and save up the money I needed to get myself to where I want to be.
Each and every day I try to set aside a little time for myself and it was exactly what I needed to get myself back up and moving towards what I want for my future.
Always remember that you are in charge of where you end up. Every day you choose your path so try your darnedest to make one step closer to what makes you happiest.
Love always,
Laura